I haven’t got room for the pain

08 Apr

Woke at 5pm feeling as though the entire world had crashed onto my body while I slept.

Coffee won’t fix it. Weed helps, but only a little. Everything hurts. Speaking is a chore. Words get forgotten. Tea gets spilled on my desk. Eating is beyond me. Lifting my phone is like carrying a slab of concrete.

I was supposed to be meeting S tomorrow, and staying at his overnight.

Right now I can’t even change my underwear on my own.


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14 responses to “I haven’t got room for the pain

  1. Israel

    April 8, 2012 at 3:33 am

    :( Maybe S will help you. I hope you feel good enough to go to his house. I know you want to.

  2. nicole marie story

    April 8, 2012 at 4:10 am

    Your weed is my glass of wine. Although I’m currently smiling. Wishing that you were, too. Thinking of you on this lovely Easter Eve.

  3. judithatwood

    April 8, 2012 at 4:50 am

    After such a busy, eventful weekend, I’d think the pain, while awful, may be expected. I hope you had a blast, and I hate to say it, but you may have to slow down some. I’m grateful you now have your memorial bench to sit on, in the quiet of the Northern Moors. Happy Easter — 8-)

  4. I'm taking a nap

    April 8, 2012 at 5:26 am

    Take it easy hun. Do what you can and don’t worry about the other stuff. People that mind, don’t matter, those that matter, don’t mind.

  5. Find Focus

    April 8, 2012 at 5:57 am

    It’s hard to click “like” on a post like this, but I completely understand… Hope it passes quickly and you’re able to salvage your Sunday. Happy Easter! :)

  6. Ruby Tuesday

    April 8, 2012 at 6:34 am

    I lived for years in a place where it took all the strength and fortitude I had to drag myself from bed to bathroom to relieve myself. Take heart, dear one, I made it out of there and I know that you are strong and will make it out, too.

    Meantime I’m sending you love.


  7. faithhopechocolate

    April 8, 2012 at 7:25 am

    Praying for you. Xxx

  8. Lucianus Mauricius

    April 8, 2012 at 8:29 am

    Gosh how many morning I’ve felt (still feel) like that, it’s amazing how we manage to work and are productive most of the time….Lucianus

  9. ryoko861

    April 8, 2012 at 1:15 pm

    My mom had Lupus which is often mistaken for Fibro. I can only surmise that this is what she went through occasionally. She drank heavily to kill the pain. She never told me or sat me down to try to explain things, so I never understood her actions.

    I’m sorry for your pain. I hope you’re feeling better to see S.

  10. Jaen Wirefly

    April 8, 2012 at 3:36 pm

    I’m sorry you’re feeling so much pain today. Pain sucks. Sending good wishes your way.Hugs.

  11. The Quiet Borderline

    April 8, 2012 at 4:06 pm

    I hope that S can help you.

    Feel better,

    The Quiet Borderline

  12. free penny press

    April 8, 2012 at 8:48 pm

    Sending some sunshine from the sunshine state your way!!

  13. MindMindful

    April 8, 2012 at 8:58 pm

    My daughter shares this ‘challenge’ with you ……….. my heart goes out to you both, & I wish there was something I could do to take it away!

  14. zen and the art of borderline maintenance

    April 8, 2012 at 11:48 pm

    :-( I’m sorry you’re hurting so much!


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